I have not been diagnosed by any doctor, nor do I believe that I will ever be, but by now I am sure that I am suffering from ME (Myalgic Encephalomielitis.) I based this assertion after reading several medical and scientific sources (none of them from the United States, I must say,) that clearly describe the symptoms that I experience every day. ME, or CFS (chronic fatigue syndrome, as it is more commonly and incorrectly known,) is an untreatable, let alone curable, illness. Extremely little is known about this illness and, despite its official listing by the CDC, most doctors in the US refuse to admit that this malady is real.
People who suffer from ME have a great challenge before them. The first thing that we are told by people is that the illness is psychological in nature, that “it is in our heads.” I have heard and read anecdotal accounts where ME sufferers are called lazy and are told to “snap out of it.”
So by now you are asking yourself: What does this have to do with a blog about Jesus Christ? Everything, my dear reader. As a true believer, both my ME and my blindness bring to my life certain challenges that an unbeliever does not face. As a believer, and here I want to remind all my brothers and sisters in Christ, the first thing I have to keep in mind is that the serpent of old, Satan, tries to use my physical weaknesses to separate me from my Lord and Savior. The devil wants me to think that I am ill and disabled because either there is no God, or God is angry with me and is punishing me, or that God has forgotten and abandoned me to my own devices. My dear brothers and sisters, never fall for this crap trap! Always remember that Satan produces nothing but garbage, albeit brilliantly, and you can see this at close inspection.
Are you suffering from some prolongued, perhaps incurable illness? Are you permanently disabled? Declare war on Satan and his hell. Start a vigorous prayer life. Pray every single day, and if you do not know how, start by saying to your Almighty LORD of hosts: “Most wonderful God, teach me to pray.” If you really, really get stuck during prayers, pick up your Bible, open it on the Book of Psalms and read one or two out loud. The psalms, among other things, are indeed prayers and meditations. You can be sure that the LORD will be very pleased to have you read His Word to Him as a form of prayer.
Another sad challenge that we believers who are ill and/or disabled have to face are other Christians who have fallen into false doctrines. As you may know, there are many church leaders out there who teach that, if you are Christian, you are supposed to live a honky dory life, a perfect, rosy life without any emotional, financial or health problems whatsoever. These false teachers stand at the pulpit and tell those members of their congregations who happen to be sick or disabled that they can miraculously be cured, that all they have to do is to say that they will be cured, and God will do it for them. This is the heresy of God performing miracles on demand. As a result of this heresy, when the miraculous cure does not happen, then the sick or disabled person is told that he or she is not praying properly, or that they are not a true child of God, or that they have allowed Satan to rule their lives. As you can see, this false doctrine can be very harmful.
There is absolutely no shred of evidence in the Scriptures that, if you are saved by the work of the Lord Jesus, all your diseases and disabilities will be cured. Some people will point out verses where the words, “cure,” or “heal,” appear, and they say that this refers to a literal, physical cure. Let me give one example of this, and how faulty the literal meaning is:
Psalm 103:2 Bless the LORD, O my soul, And forget not all His benefits:
3 Who forgives all your iniquities, Who heals all your diseases,
The ending phrase of verse 3 is, “who heals all your diseases.” This is the phrase that many misinterpret as meaning physical healing of physical diseases. But go back to verse 2 and read very carefully the opening phrase, “Bless the LORD, oh my soul…” With this phrase, David is establishing the fact that his references to health, life and the like in this psalm are strictly spiritual, not physical. In other words, David is refering to the healing of a diseased soul, not body.
We read in the gospels how the Lord Jesus healed many from their physical illnesses, and some use this to also claim that any and all Christians will be physically healed by God. These people do not understand that the reason why Jesus healed so many people was not to give them what they wanted because, after all, many of these people continued in their life of rejecting Him as the Son of God. Jesus used physical healing in His earthly ministry to Glorify the Father who sent Him, to testify that He was the one sent by the Father to save His chosen ones from death, hell and eternal separation from God. In other words, the Lord Jesus healed people, not for them, but for the Father.
Ask anyone who believes that a Christian will always be free from illness and disability, and who themselves are sick or disabled, how come they themselves are not enjoying what they believe. The poor person who is in this predicament will not be able to give you a clear, satisfactory answer because they have none. Brothers and sisters, do not believe the lies of the devil that have infiltrated the churches. Pray to our Most High God that He may deliver the people enslaved by these insidious lies.
So, the question that many of my ill and disabled brothers and sisters out there are probably asking is: Why has God allowed this illness or disability to afflict me? Oh, my dear brethren, the answer is simpler than you may think. Actually, I can declare here with all joy and confidence that the answer to this question is the root of all hope of the believer. The reason why I am blind, the reason why I am sick, the reason why this world exists, the reason this universe was created, is to give all glory, praise and adoration to God the Creator, the Father, the Savior. Keep in mind that this is the root concept of our supernatural understanding of our awesome God. This concept of the purpose of God is a supernatural one, and some people may have trouble understanding it. No matter, our LORD is so loving that He does not require all His children to fully understand everything about Himself. What is of absolute importance for us as believers is that we truly believe and accept the fact that Jesus went to the cross bearing our sins, taking our punishment of death and hell, being raised by the Father at the third day in full glory and ascending into the heavens, so that we may be able to follow Him to eternity at our appointed time.
So, if I am sick now, if I am blind now, it is for a very specific purpose, to glorify my God and bring honor and praise to Him in front of people, angels and demons. I know why I am here, I know where I am going and I have all the weapons needed to accomplish my mission here on this Earth, weapons all provided by my All Powerful and awesome God. As far as I am concerned, it does not and it can not get any better than that.
May you all be blessed in Christ,
Zoraida Morrison